Moma, you are gone and now I am alone! I don't know how I am going to live without you. The nights are so long and the days are so cold and empty. I am so sorry that I became so busy in moving forward in life. I am so sorry I did not take the time I should have to help you. I am deeply sorry you spent your last days in fear crying out for help and that I didn't hear you until it was too late. I hope where ever you are now that you will forgive me for being so blind and foolish. I am so very sorry I let you down!
I want you to know that I love you with all my heart. You have always been my best friend. You have taught me so much. You have been the greatest mother God ever created and the world will never be the same without you. I hope you are now at peace and somehow can forgive me. I should never have put my work before you. Most merciful God forgive me as well. Just as in life you taught me to be a better person, so have you taught me in death as well. I didn't heed your cries for help this last year when you felt so bad and for that, the guilt will be unbearable for the rest of my life. But going forward I promise I will never put my job before my family. They will come first! OH GOD, Just why did it have to end this way!
I LOVE YOU MOMA!
Ann
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